Thursday, October 22, 2009

Chapter 13[[Year 14]]

I forgot to mention a year had passed in the last chapter, so they are fourteen now. I know this is short and the writing is absolutely horrible. This has been the crappiest past two weeks, so I'm trying hard to write. I'm sorry.


Chapter 13
Year 14
Vero's POV

I stared at Marc-Andre, this was the first time I’ve been this close to him in ages. He had definitely gotten taller and matured, he wasn’t the boy I used to hang out with it. I now see what Charlotte sees in him, I just can’t see what he sees in her. She was truly a shallow bitch and I’m not just saying this because I might be jealous. But I’m not jealous, because I’m not friends with him anymore. I’ve moved on, just like he has moved on. Yea, alright, let’s go with that.

Max stepped back. “Oh man, is this your neighbor, Vero, you talk about all the time at practice?” He asked.

Okay, so this Max guy was his teammate for hockey, not some stalker off the street. And secondly, Marc-Andre talks about me?

“Dude, come on. Let’s go inside.” Marc muttered, not even looking at me. So much for always having each other’s back. I walked back inside, ignoring Max’s joyous yells telling me to come back. I guess Marc hadn’t told him in the full story. I walked up to my room and I smiled, it reminded me so much of when I was a kid, when everything was simple. I could see into Marc’s room from across the street, it was exactly the same also. It was nice to know that at least some things never change. I couldn’t get my mind off of Marc, so I decided to do some homework.

 

After a while though, I got bored. History can only keep your mind off of something for so long. Pretty soon though it lets other thoughts leek into your mind. I put on some lip-gloss and made sure I had money in my pocket before walking down to the Tim Horton’s. I sat in the table opposite of where Marc-Andre and I used to sit, steering my thoughts to other concerning problems. Like how I was already behind in sending Marie letters.

“Is some one sitting here?” I heard a recognizable voice asked. I looked up and nodded, flustered and pushed my coffee cup closer to me. It was the boy in my science class, the one that was popular and could speak out the whole time without a second thought. Damn it, what’s his name?

“What are you doing here alone, Vero? What’s wrong?” He asked leaning forward.

I snorted and he looked at me. “What?”

“I mean that was really straight forward considering the fact that we’ve exchanged about two words before.” I said shrugging.

He raised his eyebrows at me. “I think I know you a lot better then you think.”

I smiled instantly feeling up to the quiet challenge he just sent. “Oh really?”

“Yes, like how you are always drawing in your sketch book when we are supposed to be taking notes. It looks like you draw outfits. You’re a great friend and can be very outgoing, but lately you’ve been shy. It’s something to do with your sister I think.” He said leaning back and putting his hands behind his head. He was very cocky. Like Marc.

“Oh really? How do you know all of this? You stalk me or something?” I asked laughing.

He shrugged, “I guess you can just say I’m good at reading people.”

“Okay, think you think.” I stated, shaking my head while still giggling. It felt so good just to laugh like this again.

“Like I know that you want to come to my hockey game tonight and then go out for ice cream.” He stated. This was crazy, I didn’t even know his name yet he was asking me out. But something about him drew me towards him, I couldn’t say no.

“Sure, why not. Which rink?” I asked trying to keep the excitement from creeping into my voice.

He wrote it down on the napkin before standing up. “My mom’s gonna kill me if I don’t get her coffee back to her. I’ll see you tonight Vero.” He said before standing up. I smiled down at the table, finally tonight I was going to have fun.

“Oh Vero.” He called out.

I looked up to see that he had stopped at the doorway.

“Yea?”

“It’s Scott.” He said before winking.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Chapter 12 [[Year 13]]

Okay so this chapter was written in a totally different format. This is just a phase that Vero is going through in this time of her life. Please tell me if you like it or hate it. WOO on the win tonight!! P.S. Anyone know any good Jordan Staal fanfics?


Chapter 12 [[Year 13]]

Vero’s POV

 

A tear comes to mind, when I think of you

And remember the time when our friendship was new.

A gentle smile centered on your face,

And I knew that then was the time and place,

To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart.

I thought we'd be forever and never part,

But now we have come to a fork in the road,

Where we must no longer carry each other's load,

Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar,

For the paths we are taking are very far apart.

I will remember always the places we went,

And cherish forever the time we've spent.

So now is the time where I say goodbye,

Spend one last minute lost in your eyes.

As much as I know that we can't stay,

I hope our paths will cross again some other day....

 

-Derek del Barrio

 

The funny thing is, you never know how much you depend on some one until they’re gone. How you automatically want to tell them something, but then it dawns to you that you can’t. That the person that has always been there for you, now is gone. No one to tell secrets with. No one to stay up all night talking to the phone on. No one to tease. No one to dress up with just for fun. Sure, I have lots of other friends. But no one will ever get me like Marc-Andre does, did, get me.

 

While Marie was getting better slowly, I was slowly getting worse. I didn’t let it show physically and I refused to talk about it. But the truth is, since that day I haven’t stopped thinking about Marc. The little traits that used to drive me crazy, I’m not going crazy without them. How high-pitched his laugh can be. How he loves to draw attention to himself. How he tells his stupid jokes. How he could always make me laugh, even on my darkest days. But no, to everyone on the outside, I was perfectly fine. Marc-Andre doesn’t even matter to me. That’s the lie I tell every one. Truth: I feel like I’m suffocating without him.

 

“Veronique, I get out of the hospital today. But I have to go right to that rehab center.” Marie complained, wrinkling up her nose.

I looked up from the crossword puzzle on my lap, forcing a smile on my face. “You’re probably excited to get out of this bed.” Now I was playing the role of the perfect little sister. Truth: I desperately didn’t want Marie to leave. Even though she was the sick one, she was getting me through this.

Marie rolled her eyes. “I know, I want to walk. But still, what happens if rehab is totally scary and I get roomed with the crazy one?” She asked.

I let out a laugh, “That’s not possible, because you’re the freak.” I teased her.

Maman walked in. I studied her face, it used to be young and beautiful. Now it’s pale and constantly pinched with permanent worry lines etched onto it. Lie: We are all doing so much better. Truth: We will never be the same.

“Veronique, you have to go to school today. We can’t let your grades fall down. Now say goodbye to your sister, you won’t be visiting her until next week.” She told me.

I felt the tears pool in my eyes and I leaned forward and gently kissed Marie’s fragile cheek. “Please get better?” I begged her.

She ruffled her hair, a tear slipping down her face. “And you better write to me, okay?”

“I promise.” I said before standing up and walking out of the room, lingering outside of it before finally tearing myself away.

 

School

Friends all rushed up to me, chattering about who was going out with who. Lie: I told them everything thing was back to normal and I care. Truth: I don’t give a shit. Seeing Marc-Andre sped up my heart, but I said I didn’t care. The girls formed a close knit circle around me whenever he walked by. Whoever said losing a lover was harder then losing a best friend, was obviously full of crap. Lunch. I sat at the table in the middle of the room. Lie: I was thrilled sitting at the popular table, the table that every girl secretly wanted to sit at. I cared about all the petty drama going around. Truth: I just wanted to be sitting next to Marc-Andre cracking jokes and talking about hockey, event though I didn’t get half of it. The place where I normally sat was now occupied by Victoria, who was clinging onto his arm. Go figure on how fast he moved on without me.

 

Finally, school was done. I was finally able to curl up in my bed under the blankets, stealing a shirt from Marie’s closet. Inhaling her scent and remembering all the fond times with Marc, finally soothed me enough to drift into a blissful sleep..

 

Next Morning

I padded downstairs into the kitchen to find the house eerily quiet for a Saturday morning. Lie: On the kitchen table was a note about how my parents had to work. Truth: An excuse to get away from the house and memories. I walked outside into the bright light to get the mail and I instantly saw a short boy in Marc-Andre’s yard. I was suddenly very conscious about the short pajama shorts and the tank top I was wearing.

He came over and whistled. “Helloo beautiful. It’s your lucky day meeting me.” He said in a cocky tone.

I rolled my eyes. “And who are you?” I asked.

“The man of your dreams.” He replied.

I laughed, this guys attempts were so pathetic and we both knew it. “Nice to meet you. I’m Vero.”

He got dangerously close to me, putting his hand on my back. “And I’m Max.” The heat from his hand was searing through my shirt. For some reason, I had to idea to tell him to move it. Lie: I didn’t like it. Truth: It felt great for some one to finally care. Then, I heard the door shut from across the street and footsteps cross.

“What the hell is going on here?” A pissed of Marc-Andre asked, his eyes flashing.

 

Lie: It doesn’t matter he’s seeing me with another guy. Truth: I am so fucking glad he’s jealous. 

Okay so this chapter was written in a totally different format. This is just a phase that Vero is going through in this time of her life. Please tell me if you like it or hate it. WOO on the win tonight!! P.S. Anyone know any good Jordan Staal fanfics?


Chapter 12 [[Year 13]]

Vero’s POV

 

A tear comes to mind, when I think of you

And remember the time when our friendship was new.

A gentle smile centered on your face,

And I knew that then was the time and place,

To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart.

I thought we'd be forever and never part,

But now we have come to a fork in the road,

Where we must no longer carry each other's load,

Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar,

For the paths we are taking are very far apart.

I will remember always the places we went,

And cherish forever the time we've spent.

So now is the time where I say goodbye,

Spend one last minute lost in your eyes.

As much as I know that we can't stay,

I hope our paths will cross again some other day....

 

-Derek del Barrio

 

The funny thing is, you never know how much you depend on some one until they’re gone. How you automatically want to tell them something, but then it dawns to you that you can’t. That the person that has always been there for you, now is gone. No one to tell secrets with. No one to stay up all night talking to the phone on. No one to tease. No one to dress up with just for fun. Sure, I have lots of other friends. But no one will ever get me like Marc-Andre does, did, get me.

 

While Marie was getting better slowly, I was slowly getting worse. I didn’t let it show physically and I refused to talk about it. But the truth is, since that day I haven’t stopped thinking about Marc. The little traits that used to drive me crazy, I’m not going crazy without them. How high-pitched his laugh can be. How he loves to draw attention to himself. How he tells his stupid jokes. How he could always make me laugh, even on my darkest days. But no, to everyone on the outside, I was perfectly fine. Marc-Andre doesn’t even matter to me. That’s the lie I tell every one. Truth: I feel like I’m suffocating without him.

 

“Veronique, I get out of the hospital today. But I have to go right to that rehab center.” Marie complained, wrinkling up her nose.

I looked up from the crossword puzzle on my lap, forcing a smile on my face. “You’re probably excited to get out of this bed.” Now I was playing the role of the perfect little sister. Truth: I desperately didn’t want Marie to leave. Even though she was the sick one, she was getting me through this.

Marie rolled her eyes. “I know, I want to walk. But still, what happens if rehab is totally scary and I get roomed with the crazy one?” She asked.

I let out a laugh, “That’s not possible, because you’re the freak.” I teased her.

Maman walked in. I studied her face, it used to be young and beautiful. Now it’s pale and constantly pinched with permanent worry lines etched onto it. Lie: We are all doing so much better. Truth: We will never be the same.

“Veronique, you have to go to school today. We can’t let your grades fall down. Now say goodbye to your sister, you won’t be visiting her until next week.” She told me.

I felt the tears pool in my eyes and I leaned forward and gently kissed Marie’s fragile cheek. “Please get better?” I begged her.

She ruffled her hair, a tear slipping down her face. “And you better write to me, okay?”

“I promise.” I said before standing up and walking out of the room, lingering outside of it before finally tearing myself away.

 

School

Friends all rushed up to me, chattering about who was going out with who. Lie: I told them everything thing was back to normal and I care. Truth: I don’t give a shit. Seeing Marc-Andre sped up my heart, but I said I didn’t care. The girls formed a close knit circle around me whenever he walked by. Whoever said losing a lover was harder then losing a best friend, was obviously full of crap. Lunch. I sat at the table in the middle of the room. Lie: I was thrilled sitting at the popular table, the table that every girl secretly wanted to sit at. I cared about all the petty drama going around. Truth: I just wanted to be sitting next to Marc-Andre cracking jokes and talking about hockey, event though I didn’t get half of it. The place where I normally sat was now occupied by Victoria, who was clinging onto his arm. Go figure on how fast he moved on without me.

 

Finally, school was done. I was finally able to curl up in my bed under the blankets, stealing a shirt from Marie’s closet. Inhaling her scent and remembering all the fond times with Marc, finally soothed me enough to drift into a blissful sleep..

 

Next Morning

I padded downstairs into the kitchen to find the house eerily quiet for a Saturday morning. Lie: On the kitchen table was a note about how my parents had to work. Truth: An excuse to get away from the house and memories. I walked outside into the bright light to get the mail and I instantly saw a short boy in Marc-Andre’s yard. I was suddenly very conscious about the short pajama shorts and the tank top I was wearing.

He came over and whistled. “Helloo beautiful. It’s your lucky day meeting me.” He said in a cocky tone.

I rolled my eyes. “And who are you?” I asked.

“The man of your dreams.” He replied.

I laughed, this guys attempts were so pathetic and we both knew it. “Nice to meet you. I’m Vero.”

He got dangerously close to me, putting his hand on my back. “And I’m Max.” The heat from his hand was searing through my shirt. For some reason, I had to idea to tell him to move it. Lie: I didn’t like it. Truth: It felt great for some one to finally care. Then, I heard the door shut from across the street and footsteps cross.

“What the hell is going on here?” A pissed of Marc-Andre asked, his eyes flashing.

 

Lie: It doesn’t matter he’s seeing me with another guy. Truth: I am so fucking glad he’s jealous.